I loathe waiting

I am not a fan of waiting, I am not known for my patience; I freely admit to wanting what I want the minute I want it; I also don't like waiting for others to get what I want, it's as if no one else I know has the same sense of urgency that I do.  I also seem to want things a great deal, for example I don't sort of want something; I really and truly want it with all my heart.  I don't mean "things" either, I mean a phone call from someone I love or miss, or a visit, or any other form of communication.  If I say I want to see someone, I mean I really cannot wait to lay eyes on them, "which is a really gross saying if taken literally".  I really cried when Angie came to visit me, I was so unbelievably happy to see her, that it really shook me emotionally to see her standing at my door.  It seems other people are able to be more detached, less invested in the people they love, not as "connected", I must admit that if my friend hurts, I hurt.  Hmm, maybe I need to disengage or withdraw a bit?  I will have to give that some serious thought; I am very emotional sleeve girl, and I've been told I wear my emotions for everyone to see, not a very good poker face it seems.

My phone is really starting to bother me, I hate it when it's supposed to be ringing and isn't; I start to worry and imagine all sorts of things that are causing it not to ring, like the person who is supposed to be calling is in mortal danger or something.  Alarmist, me?? Yeah pretty much, but again I want what I want when I want it, and I want my phone to ring darn it!  Oh well my friends can take care of themselves, I shouldn't worry so much right?

So I got a speeding ticket on my birthday, no seriously I did, the cop was like laughing as he walked up to my car, and he was like "do you even want to know how far past the speed limit you were going"?  Me:  "No thanks" Cop: "ever received a ticket for speeding before"? Me: "Nope" Cop: "Alright I'll give you ten over so it won't go on your license", Me: "Cool, thanks" Cop: "Slow down Sam and happy birthday, that'll be $79.00 dollars please".  Me: "Thanks you shouldn't have" lol he was nice.

P.S. The phone rang..woot..woot..