Lovely

Tulips

In my daydreams my true love will give me red tulips and mean it.

Clearly

I am behind in the times because today was the first time I'd heard of this series 

http://klaq.com/the-cat-diaries-if-you-need-a-laugh-today-watch-this-video-video/?trackback=email

Tough morning at the gym, had to gut it out.

Totally baked

I didn't give into temptation last night but in case I get a craving that bad again this morning I went and bought baked scoops to try.  

Wiped out

Isaak Walton Essex, Montana

Since I am arriving in Helena, Montana three days early my friend Billie decided to give me one of my Christmas presents early and we are going to stay at the Isaac Walton Lodge in Essex, Montana in Glacier National Park!  As guests at the lodge you are able to stay in a train engine or a train car or a cabin so that will be way cool there are no television on property there is no cell phone service for 30 miles the nearest city is 45 minutes away and there is Wi-Fi only available in the lodge bar, so I will definitely be unplugged 12/20-12-23.

Our itinerary is already scheduled we will be going cross country skiing, snowshoeing, horseback riding and sleigh riding, a ski instructor is going to be available for skiing lessons as well.  

This vacation is turning into the most amazing trip ever I guess making up for my lack of vacations ever in my life so unbelievably excited!

Off to bed since I have to be at the gym at 5 AM I love the swimming pool and the hot tub!

Happy 20th Birthday Christopher

Written in 1993 by Samara Sant

I had to leave you yesterday,

I'm sorry but I'm sure it will be better this way.

I love you, I really do, but the very best is what I want for you.

I know this is right in the eyes of our Heavenly Father above; You see I couldn't give you you Earthly father's love.

I guess I knew from the very start, that after nine months we'd finally part, but when I saw your perfect body, your beautiful face, and those eyes, I began to think and realize; "he's mine, all mine, my baby".

But again I was aware and truly knew, that giving you up would be the best thing to do.

I want you to know you will always be "my number one", always you will be "my first, my son".

And although we may end up, from each other far away, never will my love for you stray.

And now you will go to your new father and mother, and yes I may someday get married and have another,

but yesterday, when I walked through that door,

I knew and know,

I'll love you forever, and ever more.

Samara Sant

20 years ago today

Happy 20th birthday Christopher! May all your birthday wishes and dreams come true! I hope one day you get in touch with me because I would love to get to know the man you've become.  I think of you every second of every day and I miss you very much.  I hope college is going well.  I love you beyond measure.

Your Birth Mom,

Samara