Already

Self evident

I know that I am honest; be it good, bad or indifferent.

I know I can be trusted with money, secrets and hearts.

I know I don't hurt others intentionally, and if I do accidentally I ask for, and hope for a chance to correct it once I realize there is an issue.

I know I don't speak hurtful words on purpose to inflict pain or cause anger but sometimes when I feel the need to defend myself I do get a bit..hot and like any person can lash out without thought.

I know I like to talk things out and not shut down, I want to resolve conflict when and where I can in my personal relationships.

I don't like drama and want to make someone who is upset laugh or smile, with me or at me I don't mind.

I know I come from a good and loving place in actions and deeds and anyone in my life that has known me for a day or more will tell you I am basically a decent, hard working, tender woman who is loyal and kind that just wants one person to commit to, and spend our lives together making memories.

I don't need someone to pay my bills, or buy me things, or take me places, I just need the time we spend together to be full of love and laughter and really great "lovin".

If we hit a bump I want to be worth it to you to stick around and fix it, not be written off like I never mattered and I'm not worth the time required to smooth it over.

If I make a mistake or say something I ought not, trust and believe I will make amends before the sun sets, because I only want peace between me and the people I truly care for.

I know I won't beg anyone to love or care for me, or for their time or affection, not anymore, not again.

I am not perfect, I have many flaws but some day someone who is patient, will see that in my heart I have all the love and affection in the world to give.

I will make you feel like the only person in the world for me.

I won't make you doubt for a second that I find you desirable and irresistible, that my life is moments between touching you.

You won't worry about me wanting to be with someone else because you'll know, I am only ever EXACTLY where I want to be because I DON'T need you....

I want you, just you, forever.

Still and always.

Riddick

I was finally able to go and watch Riddick one of my favorite movie franchises of all time and it was really a good movie. I got to hang out with a friend I hadn't seen in forever and we had a really good time. I had a little too much fun at Victoria's s

Secret yesterday but I've been working really hard and felt like I deserved a little treat.  I volunteered for some extra shifts this week at BBW and hope to transfer this weekend to Woodland.

One thing I realized this weekend is; life is what happens when you're busy making plans so I've decided to take each day as it comes and not try to plan every last second of my life.

Spontaneity can be a very good thing.

Most importantly I learned that McNellie's makes an amazing Swiss and bacon char burger!