Monday, June 27, 2011

Communication is a funny thing

If I say I love you, that's what I feel.  If I say I miss you, THAT's what I feel.  If I say I have faith in you, it's because I do.  If I tell you I was honest, and never lied, take it as fact, I have no reason or motivation for lying to you, if I let you into my heart, my life, my soul, trust me it's a big deal, because there are only a select few who can say as much.  I am passionate and I am a fighter, always have been, always will be.  I am strong and there is nothing you can do to me that hasn't already been done, that I haven't already survived or overcome.  Take that as a good thing, I'll forgive you when you break my heart, or when you let me down, because I know what it is to be human, because guess what, so am I.  To err is human...Don't judge me or look down on me because you aren't better than I am, and I am no better than you; we are equals, we're all equals.  Don't worry about me and mine, worry about you and yours.  You do you, I'll do me.  I am not a quitter, I am perseverance personified, I am diligent, and I love fiercely and I am loyal, ask any of my friends if there isn't anything I won't do for them if it is within my power to do so.  I've only ever been in love in my life once, that is saying a lot; life is not a game I am playing, I have a purpose and a point and I won't allow anyone to waste my time, and I won't waste yours, it's disrespectful.

Sunday, June 26, 2011

I'll never tell

Beautiful Ones

I worked some over time yesterday and then headed out to Magoos and shot some pool and then we went to Bass Pro to visit my $799.00 recliner with heater/and vibrate, and I watched the fish by the waterfall, and then we went to see the bar aquarium that they have, but they were put up because they have a leak in their tank, and they were repairing in and it should reopen today.  We headed over to Los Cabos from Bass Pro and listened to a great cover band Usual Suspects out on the patio, and then I headed home to crash, and I didn't wake up till late this morning, I really needed the sleep.  Last night I got the best sleep I've had in almost a year, and I woke up SO completely relaxed, and..chipper.  I cannot stop smiling and I am completely destressed.